My poor Loki is lame!

In her 15 years, this is the very first time Loki, my mare, has ever been lame. Its not horrible, I guess, but shes in pain and I hate it! We noticed her limping on thrusday (its now tuesday) and its not any better. Though the swelling has gone down alot and seemed to move lower on her leg. Shes not walking around at all, though she is shut in her stall with a little yard so she cant really walk anywhere anyway. Shes having a terrible time just putting weight on it and its SO hot and muggy shes sweating like crazy.

Today when I went out she was wet all over and heaving/panting she was so hot. I doused her with epsomsalted water and stole the fan thats in our kitchen. THinking that since no one is ever in there to use it anyway, Id give it to Loki for a while to cool her off. Well, she LOVED it! She even tried to shove me out of the way when I stood in front of it! Though now, barely 30 minutes later, my ma comes to my door and tells me that Bruce (my stepfather) was mad that I took the fan and that she brought it back in. Bitch!! Shes like his fucking peon robot slave. Shell do what ever he wants. Its sickening. No one matters but Him. Fucking losers. Oh yea, we need a fan running in an EMPTY room! Loki is 'a horse, she dont matter'! Yea horses werent made for jungle weather, desert maybe, but not swealtery jungle!! This is upstate NY and OMG its so fucking hot and muggy, sweat doesnt help! There is no breeze to help her where shes at and I cant move her to where there IS one. Shes got a gimpy leg and she cant move to where it might be cooler. Shes stuck, in pain and HOT!! Stupid fucking selfish bastards. I really need to get out of here. Im fucking almost 30 and here they treat me like im 16. If I say boo at them its WW3.

So here I am, helpless to aide Loki. I iced her leg for about 30 minutes and that seemed to soothe her a bit, but shes still hot. I was so hot and wet out there I almost oculdnt stand it. Its like I jumped in a pool, got out and now I cant dry off. They sit all cool with an AC, but poor Loki is suffering out there because Bruce wants a fan going in an empty room.

And the friggin vet wont be here till MAYBE tomorrow. He said he might make it yesterday, but course he didnt. Today is the fourth and we all know that fireworks and bbqs are more important than animal health, so their office is closed. So he MIGHT show up tomorrow. I mean come on! Shes been lame since thursday! And the office is TWO MILES from our house! Probably not even that!! "Fuck people pets! I wanna stuff my fat face with dead animals and watch dem perdy sparklers! Herherher!!"

Im so angry right now I could punch someone. I can think of the perfect person too!!!!